The rain drops hanging from branches, giving the illusion of frost........ the moonlight shines through them making it seem like my own personal wonderland. The unimaginable beauty paled only by the beauty of the night sky, stained in an amazing shade of violet and pink.

 How beautiful.....and how lonely.... how heartbreakingly and utterly alone. Times of old and fun now far away...never to return again. Hopes of meeting again and reliving the past gathering a frenzied insistance in their utter impossibility.

 A distant, yet heartfelt memory returns to haunt the mind........ two friends dancing in the rain while a third sits by, watching and waiting.....anticipating the very next occurance......"God! I am so cold! Its so cold...do something!!." .....yup right on target. dats just wat she was anticipating......

 Another memory visits, infringing on this memory.... two of the three friends....sitiing in another picturesque downpour.... not a single word passes between them... both sitting there together bound to each other and yet both were somewhere far away.....both tied to each other with the rain, the cigarettes and each other.....

 Well its another day today... and the night must go on...... dinner beckons and I must heed its calls. Hopefully tomorrow won't be as hard.... hopefully tomorrow it won't rain..on my heart..... hopefully...