So the day dawns.... the clouds cry in pain or emotion for the loss of yet another unfruitful year in my life...too much importance to myself uyou say...well someone has to do it and if no one else will i will....the calls ... the ceaseless and heartfelt calls...and the even more ceaseless and heart rendered messages.....all beeping in greetings and blessings alike.....my minds beigins to wander to years long past ...and many such days spent years ago....
A frustrated cry escaped the mouth of the birthday girl...the rain coming down in sheets and the friends not coming over.....a look of sorry and heartflt pity on the face of the father...... so the plan is made and put into action.......the music is set and the room is cleared to simulate a dance floor....... the music begins to set the mood.... adrenalin pumping and dancing legs moving tirelessly...time flows...another memory.... two friends running side by side chasing a stray puppy.....they catch up to one of the pups.......scared it cowers into a corner and is taken to the gatheringf of friends....given a large chunk of cake it is then let go..... but it still follows them around everyday after that....once again the time flows ahead...all teh way to the last year.... a gathering of friends.... all close and happy.... joyous crys escape and fun ensued till the very end of teh day...... at the end of the day two who were laughing a while ago now sleep seperatly and in anger .... then back to today again...
The cake lies on a seat beside me ....... thoughts flowing through my mind ..... will it be enough...will they like it.... the mind ... an ant wandering aimlessly in all places... lost ..... trying to find the trail again....to meet up with the world again.... or maybe not...but then a hope that the goal will be reached sooner now.......anither year closer to freedom....or is it slavery of a harder master...... whatever it be .. it will be my choice....and the so teh wait continues for the entrance of the friends.... the new year will bring new friends... new experiences.... the new pains ... the new joys.... and hope fully a REAL love.
Posted at 07:56 pm by
apps_aquablue
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Noise and chaos........... the high and heady feeling of youth......
the chattering of friends, the comparing of goods........all just much
ado about a lot of nothings.....waiting for the arrival of the much unawaited presence .....
The many complaints....... the many speculations...."so he hasn't
come yet..... shall we leave ....what if he comes as soon as we
leave ...... let's leave....shit!....there he is..."
The freedom of the outside beckons and stands still at the door,
framing our exit ..... mocking us in our failure......... the freshness
of freedom a far away blur....... and so starts the mindless and
involuntary "yes sir!" and "present sir!" and even then the hurried
humming continues ...........finishing the fables begun before the
arrival of the then hopefully absent, but now sadly present
soul.......... and the there is a hush with only one booming voice
and 20 attentive faces........all hope of escape now a far away
dream........for now its back to the real world..... DNA Polymerase........NTPs......Sequences........Blah,blah,blah,blah....
Posted at 04:28 pm by
apps_aquablue
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HEY THERE!!!!
Hi there u guys......... i have started this site mainly for a few pics i have of my friens and family ......... also for some sketches i have made over the course of the years......do rate them .........just gimme a while to set up and we'll be on our way.... thnks
Leave your thoughts on the site.... feel free......
apps ;-)
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apps_aquablue
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