A year on and another birthday appraoches. A year older and hopefully wiser..... There are so many things in mind right now but some the connections between fingers and brain are so scrambled that even a million car pile up would be an understatement to the fact..... my brain is screaming and my hands are deaf ... or at least doing a good job pretending to be deaf.

 The end of a relationship.... the start of new friendships... new goals ... and new sucesses. The trees, the birds, the animals.... the sky....its all perfect. Finally i feel like i am here and this is where i am suposed to be.

 My first dress..... the first amazing reaction to my dress....my first druken lawn party and the stupidity of druken people ( my advice is being sober during this period... its wicked funny to point and laugh at the druken antics..... i speak from experience.... afterall u remember all and get to rub their face in it for days.... WICKED!) ...... my first dive into the ocean... my first sight of the coral reef.... my first assignment... my first week off... so much.... so much fun.

 Never since childhood did  think work and studies could actually be fun.... being a geek cud actually be so easy and so COOL.....oh god! nothing's coming out the way i want it to...... so much to say.... no nervous coordination to say it!

  A year on and i am soo soooo sooooo happy.... i finally know wat i want and how to get it.... touch wood!